Honestly, I have thought so many times in my head... back and forth.... What WOULD I DO? And I try and feel the panic and just get to that place (I was a serious actress lol) where I am in danger and do not have time to think. If someone held a gun to my head and said get in the car or follow me here or I'll shoot... Well I'm probably going to be found later because in my juvenial and inexperienced mind, I may have a WAY better chance than THAT to get myself out of the situation. Maybe now that I'm more aware of life and the real world, the world where you can't control anything but YOURSELF (as in you can't convince a man to not assault/kill you if he's going to, or a female for that matter), I'd probably fight like the harda$$ bia I know is inside me somewhere and maybe die where I stand. There are also situations in life where me dying isn't just ME dying. In that case I'm not going to be anything but complacent, honestly. So really (you can tell I'm rambling if I have a ton of paranthesis everywhere) I'm just trying to say that, I'm a fighter, I fought girls in school, in my first few months on my own as an adult I fought women twice my age because I had some issues. So really my family would say without a doubt "either she went willingly, or she fought someone she DIDN'T want to go with, no way she went without a fight with someone she didn't know" but in reality, that could seriously be far from the truth.
I know Marlene didn't say anything about the probability of her fighting back, but I also wanted it to be known to the other fighting spunky girls out there who may see Sierra as one of us, we all have different panic responses. I KNOW my anger response. I don't know my panic response as THANKFULLY I have never had to use it. I can just do my best to channel my energies to get a version of it.