If you have a link to billions from the feds in the last 4 weeks, that is great, because I hadn't seen that. We need more, as you know.
Top Democrats say Trump sitting on $14 billion for coronavirus testing, contact tracing
I don't know whether the $14 billion has been released yet (I looked), but I do know that I heard these quotes myself, on video:
"Testing is a double-edged sword," said Trump, who added that the U.S. has conducted 25 million tests. "When you do testing to that extent, you’re going to find more people, you’re going to find more cases, so I said to my people, 'Slow the testing down, please.'"
Trump officials defended the president Sunday, including top White House trade adviser Peter Navarro who said on CNN's "State of the Union" that Trump's remark "was tongue-in-cheek."
During an interview with Scripps on Monday, Trump was pressed on whether there was any truth to his Saturday remark.
"If it did slow down, frankly I think we’re way ahead of ourselves if you want to know the truth," he said. "We’ve done too good a job. Because every time we go up, with 25 million tests you’re gonna find more people. So then they say, 'oh, we have more cases in the United States.' The reason we have more cases because we do more testing than any other country by far."
As far as negativity (not specific to your post at all, just the general conversation): It is important for politicians to understand that we can hear them when they speak to us. What they say matters, especially in a crisis. There is a reason for the negativity and lack of trust. I am sure people who think it's being handled perfectly have their reasons, too. We are better off listening to each other instead of just chalking it up to irrationality. People have reasons for their feelings, both optimistic and pessimistic, about how this crisis is being handled.