The most telling thing for me that EJ is capable of killing this child (to spite Logan) and having no remorse for doing so lies in the facts that she ...
1) Had a crying outburst during trial when they were discussing her lies. (not the child)
2) She could not emotionally endure sitting in the courtroom when the evidence of her lies were being played, EJ lying to police, telling different stories to her Gpa about the car, multiple stories about where the baby was (couple in park, couple @ hotel, couple arranged by the Smiths, killed the child).
3) She has shown NO Remorse about giving her child away, being estranged from her baby, killing her child, lying to LE to get them off of the track of finding Gabriel, etc.
4) Pictures of this sweet child in court do not bring any emotions up for EJ - just being caught in her lies.
5) No remorse for never wanting to parent Gabriel - or wanting to adopt him out.
****The parents that I have known who have completed open adoptions, lost custody of their children to the State for issues of abuse and/or neglect, or given their children to family members for kinship/guardianship care - always, always, always have some sense of remorse for not being the parent they wished they could be for their child. *****Often these parents will rationalize - realizing they were not the best placement for the child at the time. Many will blame (the State, their family, other entities) for having something to do with the child not being in their care BUT . . . .there is always some remorse. I have even worked with parents who admit they never bonded appropriately with their child and gave them up for adoption - but there is still some sense of sadness that they were unable to do so.
All I see from EJ is anger, blame, lack of acceptance of her own behaviors/involvement, more focus on making sure Logan DID NOT WIN custody than Gabriel's well being, and emotional outbursts when something comes out that she was attempting to allude/deceive/lie . . . not anything for the health and wellbeing of little Baby Gabriel.
Her emotional responses do not match up with my experience of working with parents who have lost or given up custody of their child(ren).