CARIIS
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Would you explain why you steadfastly reject the idea that this was at least in part Muslim terrorism? I don't mean site facts, I mean why?
Do you think it would detract from the gay victims? Or the seriousness of hate crimes against gays? Or do you think it is important that this NOT be labeled as foreign inspired terrorism? There are a whole lot of people that have very good reasons for labeling this "homegrown, lone wolf" domestic terrorism and that is well recognized.
Why do you feel so strongly that this must strictly be labeled as a gay hate crime and other motives MUST be rejected?
Hi!
I think I am not expressing myself well. I think it domestic terror for sure. Just not all this ISIS over there teachings. I am coming from a very strong bipolar place, that some say is an "excuse". There is not a hunt for an excuse on my end. There is a hunt for some notions about why. Mental is not an excuse. It is a physical illiness just like diabetes, thats changes thoughts, behaviors and how views the world around them.
As more and more of his psycosoical came out it fleshed out the "why" part - very mentally ill. Does that matter to the families probalby not - but for everyone looking for causation it is vital.
Then after learning the intensity of that reliogons notions about homosexually, that certainly plugged into a "why" Pulse question. What better way to end ones life while peasing daddy. Then in connecting what better to make one feel (in his mind) he is not gay, go kill a lot of gay people. It worked - it is happening here - if he were gay why would he kill a bunch of homosexuals? In his mind, I will put that humilating , casue of religion, notion to bed.
Then when all the conduct disorder stuff in early years, that helps give an answer to why. That kind of behavior is a budding anti social personality disorder, another answer to why, that is so far removed from ISIS. Then it comes out that he was placed in an acadmic environ for the severly mental ill as a child, and that he had invovment with psychiatrists at that time - takes me back to mental illiness as far as causation in answering why did he do this.
Bipolar and drinking heavily are super corrleated.
Then is is revealed that in his social world people are not negativily responding to him becasue all he talks about is religon. His wife said he had a belief system surrounding it , but that he was not obessive about it. Again that takes me away from this huge ISIS link. People pushed back from him becasue of his behaviors - thats mental illiness, not ISIS rantings for years.
Then we find out he has been almost delusionial at times in regards to all his statements about his ISIS ties, that , for me negated the ISIS cell phone calls. Then it comes out that in the last 3 calls he referenced his "casueation and motivations as being ISIS related, but could not keep it together enough (giving less credence to the 911 ISIS stuff) and explained he was doing this for three completly different ISIS organizations, which have totally different religious notions, who they hate etc. Eroded the ISIS angle even more.
Then when the Disney visit came out it super magnified the internilized homophobia - helps answer the "why" as well. COmbine that with a serious mood disorder and you have a very disturbed depressed young man.
Then the getting affairs in order is so common in suicide. He did not have the guts to do it - let LE kill me. Again away from ISIS stuff.
Then we see video of his apt - totally western with Star Wars - no korans all over the place? That has not been the case in the other attacks.
Then the only thing they find worth reporting (and to this day) on his electronics is gay sex stuff, nothing ISIS ey.
The it comes out , that what she said to him was NOT do not attack Pulse, it was do not do anything violent, which is totally congruent with an indicvdaul who is bipolar becoming increasingly violent in action and thoughts- there is a difference, do not attack PUlse is more ISIS eee than asking a mentally ill person with a history of violence and intense impulse control issues - takes why back to mental illiness -not ISIS as an answer to why he did what he did.
Then it comes out he was bullied, and that the jumping up and down on 911 (giving an ISIS notion) was not true either. He was being teased about being a muslum by peers - he acted out- has nothing to do with being a big ISIS fan.
Then I learn that the portrayal of dad is total BS. He is this big terrorist related political entity. He ran to be a president of a country that is not having an election. That sounds more "mental" to me. Mental is genetic.His poliical stuff is he makes some posts on his FB page, spewing hate. People do that all the time. That is not IMO this big terrorist ISIS leader deal. We were also given the notion that his video posts were like this great terrorist using the internet to rile people up to become a raging terrorist. The dude paid money for airtime, its not like he was this big followed terrorist leader.
Then the first wife does another interview and tells us that the FBI asked her not to tell the AMerican media her notions about his sexual orientation. That takes me back to his real issues are related to that, very closeted,which results in some pretty intense suicidal, self hate stuff. Again another explaination of the why being so far away from ISIS.
Then the big story he went over there two times and the media is playing that like that has this huge terrorist tie thing, but have been totally unable to link either visit even remotly related to terrorism.
Then they say he was going to some terrorist training school. The school is an online entity, they looked to see if he had ever been on the site and he had not. Again a myth about all this ISIS terrorist nonsense the media has , errounously been claiming since the beginning.
And the the medical "friend" who they do not even reveal who area of medicine he is invovled in --talks to him and their discussion is about mediacations and that there are other alternatives. What could that be referring to , from a friend other than suicide?
Then we find out they texted during the event, giving this big San Bern "feel" to it . Husband and wife like ISIS feel, when the reality is she asked him where he was and then tells him she loves him. That correlates with her realization that he is probably going to get killed.
It has not been like from the day one I did not think this was a ISIS terrorist attack - it is in reality there has been so much ISIS terrorist put out there, and all have been proven not to be true.
So, in looking for a why, and the ISIS stuff keeps getting rebuffed, the answer to why moves elsewhere
With the whole picture I cant help but conclude that this was a severally mental individual, with sucidal wishes,who despises gay men becasue they seem to be doing what he cant (accept self) and the picture fits. At the finale , after cowering for hours, he comes openly out guns blazing - if that is not a want to be killed by cops I am not sure was could be! That is no imo martydom, that is suicide, which tends to correlate with mental, not the sucidal ISIS ee terrorist stuff
Its hideous whatever the why is-but there continues to be this avalanche of information that directly contradicts the image that his been errounoulsy put out there - and it keeps building up to a totally different "reason" than this radicalized terrorist.
Even after finding out one of the marriages was arranged media continue to play the we dont really think he was gay? COnflicted gay men do that all the time
May I ask the same question, what valid information have we gotten that indicates this horrible ISIS terrible?
moo
Thank you for asking!!