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Wishing you the merriest of Christmas'!Thank you, @BetteDavisEyes . I've been struggling with my mental health, and this comment was like a big hug.
I will be making the Honey Tea Bread I talked about a little ways back, in the next couple of days. I'm hoping it turns out okay. Whatever the outcome, I'll take a picture.
No big Christmas dinner cook for me and my partner this year - we're going to a friend's place for a couple of days, and our friend has a whole menu planned! Gluten free AND FODMAP friendly! We're going to be very spoilt.
It's just the agoraphobia that's kicking my butt, thinking about leaving the house that's no fun. I always struggled with it, on and off as an adult, but COVID made it so much worse. I've left home maybe half a dozen times in the last six months. So, yeah. I have Valium if I need it, but it's still really hard. And these are my friends, who I can be myself around without fear of censure. I should be excited. I think the fact that the anxiety is more present than excitement is upsetting me more than the anxiety itself, if that makes sense.
May it be joyful, happy and seem like a never ending wave of calming hugs!
Take care