And naturally, this decision to grant a hearing must be a bitter , heavy blow to the Gerard-adoration Society... ... Gerard was a cigarette paper 's width away from being released with his reputation somewhat improved, and this , to all sane thinking peoples , is awful to contemplate. Looking back over it all, it has all been a tortuous journey for Gerard.. the long wait for the inevitable arrest, the very very long wait in Remand, far longer than I expected, but I liked it, the trial itself, the verdict of his peers, and all the shame and disgust that followed, imprisonment, the teasing little bounce when this latest decision re the downgrading occurred, and now, the biggest hurdle of all for the exhausted and murderous Gerard to jump over.