I feel like I'm living in the twilight zone. We managed to make it 3 weeks this time without going to the grocery store but yesterday I finally had to shop again. I put so much effort into making sure I had everything I needed to shop safely (mask, gloves, hat, glasses, hand sanitizer, etc) that I neglected to check my gas tank level before heading out to a store about 45 minutes drive away. Midway there, while on a deserted country road, I noticed the low fuel light was on. Dang. How long had I been driving on empty? I had been listening to music and have no idea when it came on-- it could have been on when I left my driveway, for all I knew.
I decided to try to make it to an old country gas station I knew of that was about midway there. I pulled in on fumes. I tried 3 different pumps and none of them were taking my card. It kept telling me to try my card again. Finally, I noticed a sign on the door of the gas station (not on the pumps) that said "Must Prepay inside". I really didn't want to go inside but I was in the middle of nowhere and I needed gas. So I put on my mask and went in right behind an older gentleman who was not wearing a mask. The young clerk wasn't wearing a mask either, despite a notice on the door saying wearing a face covering inside was mandatory by law now. The older man started coughing violently when I came inside and the clerk looked at him and said in a sarcastic tone of voice, "Corona?" and the coughing man laughed and replied, "No, COPD!" and then they both chuckled and the clerk said, "yeah I don't believe it's a real thing anyway..."

I prepaid for my gas and got out of there as fast as I could, making sure to douse myself and my debit card, which the clerk touched, in hand sanitizer before driving off.
Next, I had to stop at a big chain home improvement store before grocery stopping. I needed some items for my garden I couldn't get online and couldn't wait any longer for. The store was the most empty I have seen it since the beginning of the pandemic, except for a group of about 6 men huddled close together talking with their masks all hanging from their chins. As I got closer I could hear one of them railing about something political, all while the other men standing close nodded in agreement. I just shook my head and walked away. They were huddled there talking the entire time I was in the store-- about 30 minutes. All it takes is one of them to have it and they all have it now. Is it any wonder why this thing is spreading out of control? (Rhetorical question)
Finally, I stopped at my grocery store. This store now has a station with FREE masks and hand sanitizer at the door, they are counting the number of people in the store and they wipe down the carts when they give you one. Signs at the door say masks are required to enter but it wasn't being enforced from what I saw, other than offering people a free mask. Most people were wearing masks inside but the few not wearing masks were loud and rude. I witnessed a woman wearing a mask talking to another woman who was maskless. The two seemed to know each other the way they greeted each other. I noticed the woman wearing a mask was using her shopping cart during this conversation as a buffer to try to keep the maskless woman at a distance but the maskless woman kept creeping closer along the side of the cart. Finally, the woman with a mask tried to nicely tell the other woman she was concerned about her friend not wearing a mask. Masked woman said quietly, "I'm concerned for your health and for the health of your mother and grandmother too... Don't you think you should protect them...?" IMO it was a very polite request for the maskless woman to back away or put a mask on but instead of taking a hint the maskless woman got loud and started ranting about how it was a free country and she would do whatever she wanted.
I came home so upset about these things I witnessed. Why are people so heartless and ignorant? (Don't answer that- it's another rhetorical question). I couldn't get out of those stores and home fast enough. Now I want to figure out a way to stay home for at least a month before I have to shop again. Every time I go out it feels like the situation in society has deteriorated more.


