‘And so I’m at the police station now, after a long day spent telling how I was the first person to arrive at the house and to find my flatmate dead. The strange thing is that all I want to do now is write a song about this. It would be the first song that I’ve written and it would be about someone who died in a horrible way for no reason. How morbid is that? I’m starving. And I’d really like to say that I could kill for a pizza but it just doesn’t seem right. Laura and Filomena are pretty shocked. Raffaele too. I’m angry. At the start I was scared, then sad, then confused then really ****ed off and now…I don’t know. I can’t concentrate. I didn’t see her body and I didn’t see her blood and so it almost seems like it didn’t happen. But it happened, in the room right next to mine. The blood was in the bathroom I used to have a shower today. The front door was open because of the wind and now I haven’t got a house and am without a person that was part of my life and I don’t know what to do or think.’
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I'm starting to think different about my "dislike" of AK.I truly think something is "off" in the way she reacts to things,her social interactions,the inappropriate smiles,the "flat" effect towards others emotions ,her not calling the police and not even telling RS the strange things she saw until after cleaning the spill?....I wonder if it could be Asperger's? This has nothing to do with guilt but I wonder if they did a psych evaluation on her?