Thanks borndem- I can barely hear anything JB is saying in the audio. So far, I've heard he bought the knife at Harris Teeter 2-3 weeks prior when he was having a "down day," stabbed Jamie first in the back while she sat with her back toward him at the kitchen table, that he had booked a trip to Vegas the night before but cancelled it Monday. I haven't heard him say why he did this or what prompted him to react. I heard him say he hadn't thought out what he would to afterward.
Anyone catching other things? I assume the audio is fading out for y'all as well.
eta: I'm trying to drum up some compassion for this apparently mentally defective defendant. I'm not coming up with much. He seems self-absorbed and attention seeking. Sounds like he's sucking up the attention from law enforcement. I think he expects others to sympathize.
Hmmmmm, compassion... I don't think he is an evil guy -- sounds ridiculous, I know, due to the horrible wounds he put on poor little Jamie, and the heartache & pain NH and her family will carry with them until their deaths. She just bled to death, I think. And he said he stabbed her in the back first (if I heard correctly) -- just slammed it in her, I guess, so she was prolly not doing well at all from the get-go -- she prolly couldn't even stand up straight. Was that the wound that messed up her lung? It would have made every breath painful & feel like not enuff breath, etc., at a time when she needed to find a door and exit the house ASAP.
I do think a lot of bottled up angst, rage, shame and frustration was in that first wound that JB inflicted on Jamie along with all the rest of the injuries, and the injuries to Nation.
I still say JB was in love with NH, prolly ever since they met -- NH was prolly so sweet-natured and easy-going that he didn't notice JB's real feelings for him -- at least at first, if not longer. All this JMHO. Aside from his sexuality, I would think that JB felt he couldn't measure up to the Hahn's in any way -- no college, not good-looking, no money (I assume), piddly jobs, etc., etc. And when JH started talking to JB about the campaign account, it just made him unleash on her his feelings of shame, unrequited love, frustration and all of it. He grew up in a conservative and religious family and did not come out to his family -- until it all came out, IMO -- at least that is what we've heard so far from the DT's opening statement. He may not have ever come out to NH -- I have no idea. So that part of JB is a point for compassion -- I think many of us who are 40 y/o or older have known people that were made to be ashamed of their homosexuality, and that is so wrong and so potentially dangerous for the one who is suffering from it -- and in this case dangerous to others.
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none of this mitigates what he did, both before the embezzlement and after it, IMO, but that's my not-knowing-very-much take on this thing. It's not over yet and I could be way off base...
All just my o.