I know on this day I should be feeling some sort of comfort that this poor child is in a better place,but I can't reconcile my brain to what i feel in my soul.I'm angry:furious:.A better place is in a loving home,living like a 5 yr old,and being cherished,most of all being kept safe:banghead:.This baby was a blessing fron God,and she mistreated.every time I hear BL say Shaynia is in a better place it makes me :sick:.God gaves us 5 senses for us to make the right choices.I'm hurt that this baby had others places and choices that were ignored,not in the best interests of Shaniya but IMO selfishs and irresponsible reasons.Hindsight is 20/20,but there were glaring red flags.I know i might catch flack but its ashame that charges can't be filed for blantant ignorance and turning a blind eye.I'm sorry if i offend anyone it's not my intent,this case has rocked my foundation.I also have a small theory on chain of events surronding Shaynia.Monster mom is working for MAM,lets say he their pimp(Ad&BD)So he controls the situation.AD knew about the abuse and maybe(and I use the term loosely)AD didn't know about the murder.MaM knew BL was coming home,tells AD about this one last job :sick:,but he knew already he couldn't risk Shaynia going home and talking.So in his mind he wraps up loose ends.He's not smart in know way,probably thought he was invisible since he avoided the lobby,probably had the room prior because of his line of work.I have known a couple of dope dealers in my past(long,long looooong time ago :angel

that would rent a room by the week for a better price(po pimp),and they pay addicts to use their ID's.MAM gets arrested first,says AD gave him the baby,day later AD is picked up.She admits to the prostitution,but claims no idea about murder.He say-she say,So far no more than that= no charges Yet!!CC was hinting,IMO, to BL and everyone to say what they know,to me maybe the inner workings of all this(time baby spent,what BL truly knew about AD,etc... .Maybe he knows what the real story is,but not ready to through AD under the bus yet.All this is just my:twocents: and all speculation.Thanks for letting me vent,cause in my eyes this wasn't God's will,it was a man made disaster long in the making.Thanks.