I am, actually but I cannot guarantee my mind processes were stable when I started to swing..
I think (gawd), I saw compassion for the victims in the presser coming from him. And reading the 80 pages twice and knowing I'll need to read them again gives me a perspective I had not held on the vastness of it all.
I think the report was very good.
Diagrams, accurate etc.
Layout well presented- a lot of good work went into it.
The diagram of the positions of the victims was particularly poignant and upsetting, it was like reliving the whole event again from the outset, but without the healing.. balm.. it was pretty rough reading..
He wants to be re-elected.
Before today I perceived him as being weak and dizzy, today he did seem strong, calm and looked as though he had managed to integrate the trauma and was able to convey the meaning of it in the gravity of the words he chose.
He wasn't afraid of it.
Its a change I never expected to see.
And if you're surprised , i'm flabbergasted.