Apologies.
I thought you were suggesting that was a reasonable defence - I have read too many posts along those lines and so I am afraid I jumped in.
I know that feeling. I'm a jumper too.

Apologies.
I thought you were suggesting that was a reasonable defence - I have read too many posts along those lines and so I am afraid I jumped in.
Thanks for that, toeylugsoord. So glad to hear OP say "that's not true" to Nel putting it to him that the Stipps both saw the bathroom light was ON. OP stated to m'lady strongly and clearly, "I made my way to the bathroom without a source of light." Busted!
Whether telling the truth or lying through his teeth, OP bases his assumption that it was an intruder without considering the possibility of it being Reeva on his having seen and talked with Reeva in bed just moments before.
The conundrum is whether Masipa believes it could be "reasonably possibly true" (RPT) that OP jumped to the conclusion it was a burglar/intruder without thinking it could be Reeva. IMO, unless OP's credibility is so shot with Masipa that she discards practically all of his testimony, which could be but I am not sure it is, imo Masipa could find it was RPT that OP did make that mistake as quite a few others in SA have done, shooting family members for intruders. But in which case Masipa might well still find OP intentionally shot at a burglar. JMO
Oscar never told the intruder that he (Oscar) had a gun. He never said: "Stay where you are or I'll shoot." Nope. Oscar screamed at the intruder to get out of the house. He literally told the intruder to get out. How could the sound of the toilet door opening be perceived as an act of aggression by the intruder?
Edit: I meant to ask: How could Oscar not tell someone he had a gun, tell that someone to get out and then think the opening door is an act of aggression?
Where did Oscar say he saw Reeva? Link please.
AFAIK Oscar made a point of saying he never saw Reeva. Just the duvet.
This is another thing I am having a hard time with, too.
If OP did think he heard someone coming out of the toilet, wouldn't that mean that someone had turned either the handle or the lock?
Unless it was a very unusual lock for an internal door, I wouldn't think it had a long bolt, or a complicated locking mechanism, yet when OP tried to get into the cubicle, the door was locked and the key on on the floor.
If the key had fallen out from vibration from the shooting, it's very odd to me that it happened to be a position to fall out of the door or be blown out of the door.
Along with this there is the obvious question that just about everyone else has asked. How could OP not have heard Reeva answering him, "It's only me Oscar," if she did say such a thing?
I have considered the possibility that OP could have had some brain damage from the boat accident. It was a severe accident and he did have major skull and facial injuries, according to what I have read. I have nothing to back this up, except the strangely contradictory and self-implicating statements he has made, along with the denials.
Wouldn't it, for example, have made so much more sense if he had NOT said he had spoken to Reeva moments before he went to take in the fans?
Why say she was awake and speaking to him? That leaves so many questions to be asked about how he could not have been communicating with a person who was awake. He could have just said he thought she was asleep and hadn't realized she had gone to the toilet.
Carrying Reeva downstairs without calling 082 911 for Netcare is another nonsensical-to-the-point-of-bizarre act. What was he trying to do here?
(I'm not counting possibly to hide or dispose of her body, because he had already called too many people.)
Was his behaviour reckless and irresponsible with guns before that boating accident?
Didn't Oscar say that Reeva said: "Can't you sleep, baba?"
Added: The court heard Pistorius claim he awoke in the early hours of Valentine's Day 2013, probably because of the humidity, to find his model girlfriend was beside him.
Ms Steenkamp, also awake, asked: "can't you sleep, baba?" to which he replied no.
Pistorius told the court he then got up from his position on the left-hand side of the bed and walked without his prosthetics to the other side of the bed closest to the balcony, from which he brought in a fan, closed the sliding door and drew the curtains.
At this point, he would have been no more than a metre from Ms Steenkamp.
However, he maintains the model did not say a word, and he didn't see her get up and move towards the bathroom.
Somewhat incredulously, Mr Nel zeroed in on his actions, repeatedly asking how that was possible.
Pistorius claimed it was "pitch black", he had his back to the bed, and "the fans were blowing in my face".
http://www.smh.com.au/world/oscar-p...ian-your-version-is-a-lie-20140411-36gik.html
I hear what you're saying and I also find his behavior puzzling.
Just a heads up...He called Netcare before going downstairs. Just after he called Stander. The call was 66 seconds and there was an internet (GPRS) connection logged from his phone at the same time.
But he never said he saw her.
It seems to me to be more damaging to OP when he claims he spoke to her rather than "thought" he saw her, but I'm not saying he did say he saw her.
I can't understand, from a defense point of view, why claiming she had spoken to him moments before she went to the toilet, in his version, is better than saying nothing or saying the thought she was asleep.
That is one of the key parts of his story I find utterly unbelievable. If he'd simply thought she was sleeping, while half asleep himself, his story would make far more sense to me. That is one of the main reasons why I have begun to think he may actually have some cognitive or brain functioning impairment.
It seems to me to be more damaging to OP when he claims he spoke to her rather than "thought" he saw her, but I'm not saying he did say he saw her.
I can't understand, from a defense point of view, why claiming she had spoken to him moments before she went to the toilet, in his version, is better than saying nothing or saying the thought she was asleep.
That is one of the key parts of his story I find utterly unbelievable. If he'd simply thought she was sleeping, while half asleep himself, his story would make far more sense to me. That is one of the main reasons why I have begun to think he may actually have some cognitive or brain functioning impairment.
Where did Oscar say he saw Reeva? Link please.
AFAIK Oscar made a point of saying he never saw Reeva. Just the duvet.
It seems to me to be more damaging to OP when he claims he spoke to her rather than "thought" he saw her, but I'm not saying he did say he saw her.
I can't understand, from a defense point of view, why claiming she had spoken to him moments before she went to the toilet, in his version, is better than saying nothing or saying the thought she was asleep.
That is one of the key parts of his story I find utterly unbelievable. If he'd simply thought she was sleeping, while half asleep himself, his story would make far more sense to me. That is one of the main reasons why I have begun to think he may actually have some cognitive or brain functioning impairment.
Whether telling the truth or lying through his teeth, OP bases his assumption that it was an intruder without considering the possibility of it being Reeva on his having seen and talked with Reeva in bed just moments before.
The conundrum is whether Masipa believes it could be "reasonably possibly true" (RPT) that OP jumped to the conclusion it was a burglar/intruder without thinking it could be Reeva.
IMO, unless OP's credibility is so shot with Masipa that she discards practically all of his testimony, which could be but I am not sure it is, imo Masipa could find it was RPT that OP did make that mistake as quite a few others in SA have done, shooting family members for intruders. But in which case Masipa might well still find OP intentionally shot at a burglar. JMO
Here's the day they talk about it, right around 19:40:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l_hle5shsDY
Nel: Last you saw Reeva was under the duvet.
OP: Was with her...uh...I remember saying her...her......I could make out from the duvet that it went over her legs when I got out of bed.
Nel: So last you saw her she was under the duvet.
OP: That's correct, milady.
And before with Roux at around 1:10:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cMMdyuXfFUg
"She rolled over to me in the bed and said, 'Can't you sleep, my baba?' "
There might be more but those are ones I can remember.
Edited to add that in these examples, no he doesn't say "I saw her" but he alludes to it. But it's interesting that he doesn't explicitly say he saw her.
ETA: By the time Dr. Stipp assessed Reeva's condition and went outside to speak to Stander, Dr. Stipp testified that he (Dr. Stipp) called for an ambulance. This was long after OP had shot Reeva and made several calls. I am trying to understand if OP had, in fact, called for help earlier, why Dr. Stipp had to call and testified to that.
ETA 2: "At 3.20am he called private ambulance service Netcare 911 and although he did not remember speaking to the operator, he remembered being told to take 'Reeva to the hospital' and not wait. "
http://www.timeslive.co.za/local/2014/04/09/the-oscar-pistorius-murder-trial-day-19
Is there independent confirmation that OP did speak to someone, even if they did not say "take Reeva to the hospital." If he was told this by Netcare, why did he wait? Also this seems to directly contradict what Dr. Stipp said about having to call for an ambulance.
03:20:02 GPRS 79 seconds
03:20:05 Outgoing call to 082911 (ambulance service) 66 seconds
03:21:22 GPRS 61 seconds
It seems to me to be more damaging to OP when he claims he spoke to her rather than "thought" he saw her, but I'm not saying he did say he saw her.
I can't understand, from a defense point of view, why claiming she had spoken to him moments before she went to the toilet, in his version, is better than saying nothing or saying he thought she was asleep.
That is one of the key parts of his story I find utterly unbelievable. If he'd simply thought she was sleeping, while half asleep himself, his story would make far more sense to me. That is one of the main reasons why I have begun to think he may actually have some cognitive or brain functioning impairment.