This is what I get from DB:
Jodi was basically living with a father figure in Palm Desert. She worked 2 jobs and was responsible. It seems like a father-daughter thing.
Then she found PPL, started her devotion to the Law of Attraction & the Secret & met Travis and all the young people he brought into the equation. Travis was the hit of PPL Conventions & meetings--people admired him, and he had a ton of friends. Jodi then became what she thought Travis & his friends thought was an attractive partner--blonde hair,





, etc. She dumped her dad & started living the life of a popular young person (until she was unable to keep up the facade any longer).
That explains the rage to me--she put all her psycho eggs in Travis' basket, but failed to take into account that he wouldn't want to marry her. She was a fraud--she superficially adopted the trappings of those who were in a group that she became interested in. Very Borderline!
I still can't figure out what in the world the defense was doing today. It seems childish, stupid and crazy. They had DB fly to AZ twice & waste his time; They've had 5 freaking years to dig up people who could testify. Surely there are some idiots out there that thought Jodi was awesome. DB even said in that interview that he didn't think they even tried to find mitigation witnesses & they sure as heck KNEW that PW would be an unmitigated DISASTER.