The moment that Dr.Fessell is talking about brings together some things for me- being fascinated as a kid by a book on building magician's boxes and once seeing a magician help the pretty girl he had just sliced to bits step out of the box unharmed; as a young woman helping set up one of the first rape crisis centers (win!); as a retiree trying to write a novel on ancient Greece (fail!)
The last is why I think this was intercrural intercourse- no penetration. Probably requires penetration to constitute rape. McQueary lacked vocabulary and to some extent if there are no words for it a thing cannot be.
I've tried to understand McQueary. Woulda, coulda, shoulda.
He did go back a third time.
He hasn't said what his intent was in that moment- it seems likely that if Sandusky had still been on the kid, he intended to get him off. Instead, he confronts an apparently unhurt kid and a blank Sandusky. The magician's assistant has been produced from the box, a final disorienting thing.
As a rape counsellor, I would have tried not to further traumatize the kid. A fight might have, a stranger trying to take him away would have. Woulda backed off from a fight since they were separated. As a woman I can't really imagine triggering a fight so can't go there.
Coulda talked- said hello, asked the kid his name, if he was OK. Getting the kids name would have been great protection agains him disappearing. That's the best suggestion.
Coulda waited around. Assertive presence.
Instead headed for a phone. Sandusky would wonder how much was seen, if he might call cops. Wouldn't continue.
Shoulda phoned the cops. Might have intended to? Would they have believed him? If they did, and were next door and took the kid away to a shelter etc- maybe worse trauma?
Phoned his father, who he probably thinks of as a kind of doctor. Former medical corps.
Got talked out of it by Dranov, his dad's boss. (Who later did a CYA by meeting with Schultz.)
Maybe at this point everyone genuinely thought someone else would do something wonderful. Probably only Mike and maybe Joe were naive enough to hope for this.
When it was evident that was all--
Mike shoulda, shoulda, shoulda shoulda called Child Protection, or real cops, or both.
Or sent an anonymous letter or....
The present investigation found McQueary because of a posting on a forum about something once seen at Penn State- and someone else has implied that that poster might have been McQueary.
I expect that Curley and Spanier have hated Paterno for years, watching the tiger's teeth fall out, waiting for him to get out of their way. In 1998 he was 71, still powerful, but not sharp enough to know how much they were hiding from him. In 2002, at 74, they knew he would let it slide.