(...... . Really at this point does it even matter whether there was no sex, or sex and whether he was aroused or not? Travis is still dead and at peace now. The butcheress is locked in a cage for life, and hopefully she never feels at peace ......
As we all know, 99% of folks moved on from this trial many many months ago. The few of us who didn't, or who did for months then returned when the texts became available, returned or stayed because one or another unresolved questions mattered to us, for one reason or another.
Having access to the texts and journals has made it possible to expose a number of her lies, which for me has been tremendously satisfying. The texts and journals have also answered some questions and posed new ones, including...what the heck was going on with NA55 on May 13? Sleuthing the new questions has also been rewarding, for me at least, because the answers suggested can help resolve the bigger unknowns...what was she threatening him with on May 26? Did what he said to her on May 26 cause her to begin planning his murder? Did he expect her on June 4?
As for what exactly happened on June 4. That we will never know. As JM said, only she knows, and even if she ever told the truth, who would believe it, given all her lies?
For myself I'm not sure which I find more sad-- that he spent the last hours he had on earth afraid of the



, doing whatever he had to do to get her out of his house without provoking her, or that he made the mistake one last time of underestimating her maliciousness, or of second guessing himself about what he had finally understood to be true about her.
Either way, the



is where she belongs, and JM has written a NYT best seller. Could have ended much worse for everyone but Travis Alexander.