This afternoon, I am ending this 12 year relationship with my BF.
I can't do it anymore.
He misrepresented himself. He lied.
I am dying inside, I am just a speck of what I once was.
There is no reason why I can't be happy, be loved, share life's adventure with someone of a like mind.
My heart has been broken, again, because I believed at this age, who would lie about their aspirations, goals, experience, etc.
I will get myself back, I will pick up the pieces, I will be stronger, wiser, more cautious.......
And I will not loose my hope, or the possibilities the future has to hold for me.
I just hope it doesn't get ugly.
Wish me luck, prayers, positive thoughts........I'm really going to need it!
I am really scared.........stupid PTSD is kicking in, AURGH!!!!