There was also this sort of fascinating section on the "lost video" ( I want to listen to that again) where KC recounts her day of hiding under the covers and deep depression.
It's interesting that she recounts it with a touch of the dramatic, as if she is somehow surprised and proud that she can had such a depth of emotion. Like she's finally getting a life and proud of it, marveling about it.
Where most of us would be thinking "welcome to the facts of life". Days of terrible despair happen, and most of the time are out of our control. She caused this for herself, now seems to be surprised at the depth of it all.
Her poor mother, for instance. Now she could tell a story or two about despairing nights--but she dare confront this horrible child of hers!
:chicken:
I don't believe Casey's depression over Caylee happened.
Casey MAY have curled up in her jailhouse bed crying because SHE was in jail while her family was enjoying chili and cornbread. BUT, I do not believe she gave Caylee any more thought than to consider her an annoying problem to be dealt with and then disposed of.
She didn't even bury the little girl in clothes or with her "mama" doll. She duct taped her mouth shut.
I think emotionally, Casey separated herself from Caylee long ago. She won't EVER let herself feel anything for her. She just won't.
The night sweats at Tony's were because Lee had just almost found her and Cindy wasn't giving up. Cindy hadn't just believed Casey's lies and gone away...she'd even trespassed on myspace (Casey's territory). Maybe Casey's preservation instinct was kicking in and warning her that her family was closing in on her and Casey was worried about the consequences to HERSELF...therefore the hanging bear cartoon and the night sweats at Tony's starting July 5.
IMO