The Bloodstain

[christine2448]

This just made me physically ill also. As a child sexual abuse survivor i now need to go away from this case for tonight.

I did not suffer the many many years Jaycee has and it took me well into adulthood (late 20's) to even begin to heal. I feel so much empathy for jaycee and the girls I wish I could give them a hug and tell them it will all be alright and that there is a far better future just ahead for them!

Godspeed Jaycee & Starlite & Angel!

:grouphug:

 

[christine2448]

Between crying and being so angry I do not know how much more of this case I can take. I really don't...
I will step back a little and pray for them.
I'll be back, I have to deal with the lumps in my throat.

I want to just hold each of you, and them. It is hard on everyone...I hate to see suffering like this.

:grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

 

[RJA00]

I started lurking here so long ago--S Peterson--I've been following trials since Pam Smart--just down the street literally from my home at that time. I came here first for the information, then for all the sharing & comraderie I saw. I just never knew how to use the pc beyond that and I've lurking until Caylee just drew me right in & I just had to comment!

I have just now began to branch out--really try to follow more than one case-and right around the time Jaycee was found I began to watch the King trial (Denise Lee kidnap, rape & heinous murder) and try to keep up posting on all 3--Whew, for me it's been tough because of being so sick too!

But these are the cases that have affected me to my core--ANY cruelty to animals or children :furious::furious:

The fact that an innocent child cannot go to her schoolbus without being SNATCHED by those deranged sicho's & kept hostage for almost 2 decades, that a 21 yr old mother cannot be safe in her own home cutting her 2 yr old son's hair without being SNATCHED by yet another deranged sicko, and that a 2 yr old child cannot be safe from her own MOTHER just brings me to such anger, no RAGE that I sometimes feel like I can't contain it--not that I would ever ever act out violently--that's not me, either--BUT it does take away from the good we want so much to see & experience in the world!

Thus, we all need to take a break and clear our heads--and re-experience the good, the safe and there's nothing wrong imo of that fantacy of a perfect world, even if it's just within in our own sphere!!!

I agree, all the mean should just go to sleep............and may I add, into realm forever and ever of which they created for their victims!

PS:

I still can't take a bath or shower without someone in the house since seeing Psycho, Lol. (I think I was far too young to watch it--like 8 or 9 yrs old!)

:blowkiss:

bbm

I had a friend at work just like that, she could not take a shower or bath unless someone was home, she would have to get up hours early to get ready before her family left for work and school.
as far as I know she is still that way,

you don't live in MD do you ?

to add
I do think your life changes when you live through a missing childs case
I grew up not far from Michelle dor and the lyons sisters

I think that did change how my mom raised us, if we asked to walk somewhere
she always said no... look what happened to the lyons sisters.
I believe parents become more overprotective when it happens close to home.

My mom is 78 and i know she still wonders about the lyons sisters, i just wish that case would be solved

 

[christine2448]

I seem to remember a thread for our members who were survivors of molestation or who were dealing with friends or family who had been victimized...... Can somebody help? It would be good if the link were to be posted here for anyone who may benefit.

I just started a sticky in this forum relating, you can view links here:

[ame="http://www.websleuths.com/forums/showthread.php?t=88821"]Links for Support on Abuse[/ame]