On 7 April 2014 after OP apologized to the Steenkamp family, Roux asked him if he was on medication. He said
hed been on medication since about the third week of February. (So one week after the murder. He was released on bail on 22 February) Hed been taking Normison, a sedative. Roux asked him if he had difficulty sleeping to which he replied, I do, My Lady.
I'm scared to sleep for several reasons. I have terrible nightmares about things that happened that night where I wake up and I can smell blood and I wake up to being terrified. If I hear a noise, I wake up in a complete state of terror to the point that Id rather not sleep."
Nel is cross-examining OP on the illegal possession of the ammunition (10 April Session 2 at 31:20)
N: So when in the bail application Mr Roux put that the ammunition belonged to your father, did you try and make contact with your father to confirm that?
O: No My Lady.
N: Do you know if anybody else did?
O: No My Lady.
N: Why not? Why would you not know if anybody did?
OP: My Lady,
until after my bail I was in a prison cell and for weeks afterwards I slept.
So on the one hand hes too terrified to sleep and on the other he slept for weeks afterwards. And If I hear a noise. Yep, the only noise was Reeva screaming and him shooting to shut her up.
Can someone explain to me why, after the event, hes too terrified to sleep and when he does he wakes up in a state of terror
because there was no intruder, and he certainly doesnt say its because he killed Reeva. We can all surmise the answer to that.
http://www.bustle.com/articles/2029...ifies-he-cant-sleep-and-can-still-smell-blood