One reason it's hard to feel sympathy for OP at all, is that he doesn't come across as humble or remorseful in any way. He gets tetchy with Nel, doesn't give direct answers, blames everyone under the sun for all his misdeeds, going as far as calling some people outright liars, and acts like it's a nuisance having to be on trial at all. His attitude is all wrong, and I don't get the feeling he's suffered for a year, more that he's been irritated to have to answer to murdering Reeva.
I watched that link minor put up about Nel's techniques, and all 3 experts said (about the watermelon incident) that it's perfectly normal to show graphic photos like that at a murder trial, and that Nel's job is to get OP out of his comfort zone and give answers that haven't been rehearsed.
By the way minor, do you still believe OP is an entirely credible witness based on today's testimony of the miracle gun that discharged itself while in his hands?
