Let us not forget that we were reminded in previous threads that Reeva was "the most beautiful woman he'd ever met" and "Reeva was gorgeous", ergo OP couldn't have meant to kill her.
1. Reeva gave OP a Valentine's Day card, saying she loved him
2. Reeva was the "most beautiful woman he'd ever met"
3. Reeva was "gorgeous"
Try as I might, I cannot understand why these would be among the reasons why OP could not have intentionally killed Reeva.
Women who express love toward their intimate partners are murdered by their intimate partners every day worldwide.
As Tina Turner would say "What's love got to do with it?"
Beautiful women, gorgeous women are murdered by their intimate partners every day worldwide.
I fail to understand the assertion that because Reeva was beautiful and gorgeous that OP could not have intentionally shot & killed her. It makes no sense to me whatsoever, regardless of how it's framed.
If Reeva had been average looking or homely, would that make it more plausible that OP had intentionally killed her? Is that the implication? If so, I find that idea disturbing, to say the least.
If not, what difference does it make whether or not she was beautiful or gorgeous?