There is something about this case that makes me feel really unsettled. I think it’s because foul play wasn’t suspected during the post mortems, and the need to consider the causes of death retrospectively in order to build the case against LL.
I’m reminded of SIDS statistics. We have legitimate SIDS deaths, truly unexplainable, and then we also have the accidental suffocation deaths that get listed as SIDS because it’s more compassionate to do so.
This case is making me wonder how many times a cause of death is listed as “natural causes”, when in actual fact there is evidence of something like an air embolism or other potential mistake by a medical provider. But natural causes is more compassionate for a death certificate.
If all neonatal deaths were subject to the same levels of scrutiny as those in the LL case, would potential causes such as air embolism be easily excluded? Or would conflicting opinions exist?
I’m also struggling to reconcile the hospital’s decision to move LL to day shifts, to see if the collapses/deaths followed her. This is outrageous, plain and simple, and makes me feel like they could not have been truly suspicious of her purposefully causing harm to the babies. Because for a hospital to test out a theory in that manner would be horrifying.
Just my thoughts and ramblings.