I hope in my heart of hearts that this is just an elaborate plan of his to start a new life. A few years ago I couldn’t see how anyone could just walk away from everything and never contact their loved ones again. I’ve struggled off and on with depression for most of life but after my mental health really began to deteriorate in early 2021, I understand it perfectly. If he felt as though he didn’t fit in with his family, as I’ve also experienced, for whatever reason and depending on what else he had going on mentally…it’s easy to picture him starting over without looking back. I’ve thought about it. Planned out how I would do it. As much as it hurts to think about this poor boy suffering so much that he would want to be someone completely different, mental pain can make you do things you never thought possible. Even if he had the perfect, most accepting parents (not saying anything against them, I don’t know them nor can I say for sure what they have or haven’t done for their son). Even if they did everything right, your mind can still play tricks on you. It can tell you terrible things and you believe those things. So short answer, yes. I definitely think he could’ve planned it. Can’t even let myself think about the alternative, it makes me too sad for Macin.