Hi all, been lurking on this case a few days now.
Despite my fears to the contrary, I really hope that Susan is alive so:
1. she (and the Cox family) get to raise those boys;
2. she can testify against Josh and his dad and get them long prison sentences;
3. we can all rejoice because justice has been done!
I do realise I'm probably wrong, and it all will end in a completely different way, but I can't help but hope.... Susan deserved so much more than that



she ended up with, and devoted to much time to. I wish she'd realised he was a hopeless case (and got away) before this all happened.
Above BBM
This is exactly how I've been feeling but couldn't put into words!
Thank you for posting it in a way I wasn't able to.
Just as my mind could not wrap around the fact that S Peterson killed his loving wife Laci.....and I couldn't/didn't come to grips with it until mid-way through the trial.....I can't seem to wrap my mind around a woman with a smile that lights up the computer screen being killed by her husband....the same man she loved and trusted enough to bring two beautiful lives into this world.
The rational part of me knows Susan is no longer with us but my heart wants to believe that POI and his Dad planned some kind of 'intervention' and took Susan away, hid her, and are having someone perform a cleansing, of sorts.
You know....someone who can get all that 'evil' Mormon stuff out of her brain.
My heart wants to believe that Susan is being hidden some place close to where POI just moved to.
He doesn't seem concerned about Susan being missing, he doesn't blink an eye at moving away from the home they shared, he isn't the least bit worried about being considered POI....
all because Susan will miraculously reappear, her mind cleared of all that Mormon stuff that POI and his Dad loath so much.
Whatever POI is doing within the Mormon religion ie; going to church more, getting involved with his ward...he's doing it for appearances.
SEE? That's how the heart part of me works.
It's those rose-colored glasses that seem to always be a bit smeared.
I don't, DON'T want to believe that Susan is gone but I know, deep down, I know.
