He was clearly way out in the deep end when he wrote
his letters to Glori Shettles. Some notable excerpts:
actually, no he wasn't if you are basing it on these letters/notes you have provided a link to above. those are mostly all song lyrics that were playing in bedrooms and radio stations all across America at that time. some of it is required school reading for high school and some are lines from Stephen King's vast and top selling library of work. i can see how someone would be mistaken if they are not well versed in the famous literature and song lyrics DE was quoting. also, it is very common place for lawyers and investigators to have their clients take daily notes. to keep a diary per se. impact reports or statements. it can sometimes be a great help, but in this case the community was so completely out of touch with current pop culture, it was truly a lost cause from the beginning.
i see that you took the liberty to take some of those notes out of context and group them inappropriately. that will only lead to confusion. although i'm sure that was not your goal.
at any rate, if you'd be so kind as to bear with me I will address them. my husband, at age 18, was involved in a bad accident at a KISS concert when he was pushed through a plate glass window by a crowd of people trying to get in the auditorium. he was injured badly and the girl with him ultimately died from a blood clot as a result from her injuries. for the case, his lawyer had him keep a daily diary. we still have it and it's pretty hilarious in parts because he didn't know what to say half the time, we actually call it, "Diary of a Mad Man". he was heavily into Edgar Allen Poe, Lord Of The Rings, Ozzy Osborne, Black Sabbath, AC/DC, Rush, Van Halen, Iron Maiden, etc. at the time. when he ran out of things to write about he'd write lyrics or excerpts from literature.
anyway, this should perhaps give you some clarity on what much of DE's "letters" to GS mean.
Warning: Some content not intended for children (explicit lyrics)
page 2
reference- "look into my eyes, tell me what you see. amplified starlight and pure energy..." = song by D.R.I. titled I.D.K.Y. [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19F3Bf3Afp0"]D.R.I. - IDKY - YouTube[/ame]
reference- "you cannot reach me now, no matter how you try..." = song by Pink Floyd titled "Waiting For The Worms" [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0bDY0DfEjmo"]Pink Floyd - Waiting for the Worms - YouTube[/ame]
repeated reference- "i lose, you win, but you're on my five year plan..." references = song by D.R.I. titled "Five Year Plan" [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oykS4zusNA"]DRI - Five Year Plan - YouTube[/ame]
page 3
reference- "on a cold October morning, as frost lay on the ground, waiting to make my move, i make no sound..." = song by Iron Maiden titled The Fugitive [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YLVEZMYg7aI"]Iron Maiden - The Fugitive (With Lyrics) - YouTube[/ame]
reference- "the time has come to wield the blade. to lay waste at your heels..." = song by Metallica titled "The Four Horsemen" [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0AhqeQifPSs"]Metallica - The Four Horsemen - Lyrics - YouTube[/ame]
page 4
reference- "welcome to my world involve yourself within my dream..." = song by Slayer titled "Spirit In Black" [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wkc83QNq8SI"]Slayer- Spirit In Black with lyrics - YouTube[/ame]
page 5
"Mother Night wrap your dark arms around me. Protect me. Lord of Chaos, guide me. Father Death, embrace me. I am the half man who dwells in both worlds. I walk in shadow and light and am cursed by both." Damien Echols
this is quite heartbreaking to me. while Mother Night and Lord of Chaos are popular comic books, i truly believe Damien felt like he was on the edge of a precipice. i would have to ask anyone if they would not also feel this way and use the metaphors that were most familiar to them in order to express that immeasurable fear. jmho.
page 6
what DE keeps describing over and over again occur upon entering, during or upon waking sleep is commonly referred to as Sleep Paralysis. it's a condition that's fairly common and almost always involves someone in the room or in the bed with you. these experiences are extremely vivid and you will swear it really happened. i have them because i have sleep disorders. i can't speak for others but mine are never positive and always involve some old hag trying to drag me off to hell. DE called his Rosey. As a child I called mine The Bell Witch. there are a variety of reasons for this phenomena including sleep deprivation, and stress. here's a link for the info...
http://www.webmd.com/sleep-disorders/features/sleep-paralysis-demon-in-the-bedroom
pages 7, 8, 9
self description of childhood showing no violent tendencies toward self or others. same Sleep Paralysis type event on pgs. 8 & 9? imo, most likely as his description is textbook accurate, he even goes on to say he felt paralyzed.
page 11
angst filled, expressive self-mythologizing. description by DE from his point of view: they're making him out to the be the devil but he will show them. he will go quietly and let them destroy him but will rise in another life as a supreme ruler and then they'll be sorry. another common human fantasy, especially from the young. the younger the individual is, the simpler the revenge they dream up, but it always fits the same pattern. a classic example is Ralphie in "A Christmas Story". He envisions himself shooting bandits and later becoming blind from the punishment administered, (soap in the mouth), as a result of saying a dirty word, then raking in on the cash and remorse of his adversaries. jmo
pages 12 & 13
repeated reference- "unmask, unmask...and the red death held sway over all." is taken from "Mask Of The Red Death" by Edgar Allen Poe. immediately followed by:
reference- "they'll take it and they'll like it, the stupid little sh**s or they'll have their brains bashed the



* out..." excerpt The Shining written by Stephen King
page 14, 15 & 16
more song lyrics.
tons of Stephen King references.
synopsis of the New Testament- Matthew
page 18
bottom third reference- Dangerous Tonight by Alice Cooper
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w018Pe008Mk
page 19
middle section reference- The Only Time by Nine Inch Nails
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XniFfkHKGA
page 20
top 1/3 of page reference- I Just Want You by Ozzy Osborne
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bDb8OPUS7LM"]Ozzy Osbourne - I Just Want You [Lyrics] - YouTube[/ame]
middle section- Nona by Stephen King
bottom 1/3- more self-comforting fantasy talk
page 21
top 1/3 reference- My World by Guns N' Roses [ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fs6y08Tbnpw"]Guns N' Roses - My World - Lyrics - YouTube[/ame]
mid sections reference- Sunday Bloody Sunday by U2
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LQZLPV6xcHI"]Sunday Bloody Sunday - U2 (with lyrics) - YouTube[/ame]
page 22
repeated reference- Do you love?- Nona by Stephen King
Do you love? Yes I love and true love will never die.- Nona by Stephen King
so far as i can see, the vast bulk of these letters were not much more than DE copying famous poetry, movie lines, book excerpts and song lyrics. it seems to go along with what a lot of boys were reading, watching and listening to back then. even his personal writing which is pretty sparse given there is 22 pages, is peppered with copied lines of songs, books, movies, etc. :rockon: rock on, kyleb!