Only4Justice
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I brought M's post over from Thread #18......
I think I'm just bummed about the whole dating thing and I'm letting it get to me more than I should. A good friend shared her pregnancy news on Facebook tonight and it just made me think...I'm almost 34. Maybe I'm just destined to be single. As much as I want to share my life with someone maybe it's just not in the cards for me? My mom brought that up the last time we talked and maybe she's right.
I'm not trying to butt in, but, I am....LOL
You sound EXACTLY like me at 34. Everyone was getting married, having babies, asking when "I" was gonna meet someone and "settle down".....grrrrr.
When I look back now, there wasn't anything wrong with me, it was what everybody was saying to me all the time....or thinking what I should do.
It drove me nuts!! It got me so full of anxiety, I thought something was wrong with me. I started looking everywhere just to meet someone...anyone. That way, people wouldn't say anything, or I wouldn't feel I was "undesirable". I HATED that uneasy "something's wrong" feeling.
It's true what they say about people being able to tell if someone is looking too hard.
I ended up joining a dating service...the "original" ones way back when. I met a guy, I thought he'd be great. Same religion, same nationality, etc.
I didn't spend much time with him, but he asked me to marry him after 6 months. Of course I said yes. Now everyone will be happy for me...they won't ask me the same questions....they won't look at me as a "single".
I was living with a monster!!! I went into the whole mess in a post on the early trial thread. I just usually don't like to bring it to the surface any more. But, just let me say, to all the people who I ALLOWED to make me feel like it was something I "needed" to do....here's a big 'ol eff you to that!!!
OK, what's the point??? Don't make yourself think you need to "make" something happen. Don't feel it's something you "have" to do. There's no age or time limit on love.
You're ONLY 34. Concentrate on you and your new promotion. Go thru your clothes and put different outfits together....get some funky "Nancy Grace" necklaces....some handcuffs, perhaps??? LOL
Have a glass of wine and dance around in your PJ's....when ya get a little tipsy, try on some new make up looks and hair do's....that's always good for a few laughs.
I joined Match.com, too. I won't meet anyone until we email a few times, then talk on the phone and get to know each other a little. THEN I'll go on a date after a week or two. I can tell by then if he's worth shavin my legs for.....LOL
Kelly Clarkson - Stronger (What Doesn't Kill You) - YouTube
"Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone".....best line of the song!
Aaaaand, now I'll go back to bein' a lurker...LOL
So true! I am now 48....but when I was 29 I married a man because I wanted to be a mother. Now, I am divorced and he is horrible to me, thru our 2 beautiful sons, trying to always hurt me. It's all about CONTROL.
Do not settle!!!!! It's not worth the heartache.
love to all of u!!!
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