So far you've mentioned your father and Matt McCartney as having "betrayed" you. Ryan Burns seems to have also betrayed you. Do men who betray you cause you to react with anger? Did Travis betray you?
(Also, I will answer a question above on Jodi's behalf.
I have a nice camera, and the good ones will have an adjustable eyepiece "diopter". The user focuses it to their own eyesight. I am near-sighted so I am always using my glasses to take photos, but I take them off to review the photos I've just taken, or to read.)
Edited to add: I don't know what kind of camera Jodi used. Anyone?