This shame talk infuriates me. :furious::furious::furious: This trial is not about Jodi's shame. And for that matter, if you had to kill a lover in self defense you should be a complicated mix of emotions such as despair, horror, regret and deep sadness at the death, even if it was impossible to prevent.
She never acknowledges grief about the death of Travis as much as this is a circus of (said in Nurmi style) Joooooodi's shame.