CA - hard going in Caylee's room now.
ICA - Yea, so your pic in People.
CA - I love you.
ICA - I love you too.
CA - I want both my girls back. At least I know you are okay. I don't know about Caylee. That's what makes it so hard every day.
ICA - I know that. I'm really not okay. I'm at a place that you know I'm at.
CA - At least you are safe. We don't know where Caylee's at.
ICA - Mom, I know everything they are saying. I just know she's okay. I can feel it. Absolutely can feel it. Even on her birthday, that entire day I was completely miserable. That's all I can think of to say.
CA - Lot of people bringing her flowers, balloons, stuffed animals, unopened stuff waiting for her to come home.
ICA - glad for support from the community. I'm getting stuff thru the mail. Michelle Murphy sent book. She was sent a bible as soon as it was said she refused it. Can't have stuff brought in.
CA - If you can send it thru the mail.
ICA - I think JB has it. He wouldn't have just given it to somebody. That was a couple of weeks ago.
CA - Dad wants to talk.
GA - You wanted something to write with to write the Sheriff? Tell him that you want to speak to me or lee or Mom today. He can do it.
ICA - how am I going to get anything to him?
GA - ask for paper and pen and put to sheriff's attention and ask them to deliver it to him now. He's already discussed it.
ICA - okay I'll do it.
GA - It can be at a place that you and lee, mom or I can talk. It's not going to be recorded.
ICA - I understand the arrangements.
GA - trusting the people who told him that.
ICA - if its coming from the sheriff's department I don't trust anything they said. I know they are trying to put a visit together and I appreciate it very much.
GA - just write it down and ask to have it delivered. Kevin Berry is willing to do anything for them.
ICA - I'll do it this morning.
GA - then we can get together and have a chance to hug you and talk to you.
ICA - All I want to do is tell you guys I love you
GA - Doing this is great, but seeing you face to face is better.
ICA - We've been in the same room, but being able to communicate.
GA - I love you, I love you so so much.
ICA - I love you too. Tell Lee I'm sorry I missed my visit with him.
(On video Cindy is just totally devistated)
GA - realize this is our 24 hour a day job.
ICA - I know. I want to be with you guys too. It can't happen fast enough. All I care about is getting Caylee back.
(On video CA has about collapsed onto GA - heart breaking)
ICA - I may have been the boss when I walked in here, but the rolls have changed, everything is out of my control.
GA - know that I love you. Here's mom.
CA - I only have a minute.
ICA - I know it's hard on everybody. Wish there is something I could do to make it easier.
CA - Do you want us to set up more visits.
ICA - I want to see Lee, but if they are throwing things out on the air - I don't know.
CA - It's only phone calls. The sheriff's office can pick and choose.
ICA - Why didn't they say that the first time. The more we say about them, the less likely they want to help.
CA - Exactly.
ICA - I've kind of figured out what I can and can't say.
CA - They are finally trying to be nice to us again.
ICA - They need to be nice, but if they are not, don't talk to them. It needs to go both ways. It can't be one sided. I'll try to help. I need to be looked at as a victim because I am just as much a victim......
One minute warning.
ICA - Im just as much of a victim as the rest of you and it hasn't been portrayed that way.
CA - I know.
ICA - give lee and Mallory my love.
GA - know that you can trust me and mom and lee.
ICA - I know that.
End of video.