JB back up.
Did you say you were told to "let it go."
My mom told me to let it go.
And you were referring to Casey's pregnancy.
Yes.
During cross exam, Mr. A you spoke of your parents being over the top with happiness, correct? Is that what you testifed to in your depo?
I believe so.
Are there any other opinions about your mother not being happy or not thrilled.
Yes, I gave an opinion that she was not thrilled that Casey would have a baby out of wedlock.
And the baby shower, didn't that occur after Caylee was born?
I don't recall for sure. I don't recall, I'm sorry.
You were asked why you didn't cry in the depo. I sitting here today much different than sitting in the state attorney's office?
Absolutely.
Share with the jury.
I don't want to be here. I don't want Casey to be here or my parents to be here.
I'm also emotionally and all that stuff in a much different place than I was a couple of years ago and it's just emotionally draining and very difficult.
Mr. Ashton asked about the memorial and you testified about not believing that Caylee was dead.
I didn't want to believe it at that time.
So you were able after the funeral to block her death for approx. 6 months?
Objection.
JB repeats the same question.
Objection.
What were you able to do about your niece emotionally.
I don't know the exact emotion. I could still hang in with that belief that someone took Caylee. I don't know when that really changed for me. I know last year was really hard for me around Caylee's birthday and my birthday. But as far as the deposition I was asked about Caylee being dead, and at the time I didn't believe it, and right now I do. It was a very very tough time.