BBM. "totally shattered" is something else I don't understand. It would take the death of one of my children or grandchildren to totally shatter me; the death of a little child I didn't know would would make me angry, feel a lot of sorrow, but it wouldn't "totally shatter" me. I wasn't "totally shattered" when my own cousin was murdered and the murderer never found. I felt awful, was very sad, but totally shattered? No, I wasn't.
Maybe because I'm older I've learned you cannot bleed for all the injustice in the world, all the pain, and all the hurt - there is only so much one human body can bear. Not one of us, with hate or tears, can change things one iota. I believe the only way things can be changed is through prayer and action, but beware of some actions - you may just get what you ask for, such as a change in double jeopardy or the jury system. What we now have is the result of hundreds of years of blood, sweat, and tears by our forefathers. It has seemed to work, even with glitches, for a very long time, and I hope it continues for many hundreds of years more. Once we start making changes to "fit" one unpopular verdict or another, we are headed down a very slippery slope and I believe the end will be nothing any of us want.
My opinion only