I haven't been able to keep up here, even now when it's slower. Just wanted to say that up until the self defense um, stuff, I really thought Jodi loved owning Travis and that she thought that was "love". But it really went even beyond control to actually wanting to BE him, or at least almost literally joined at the hip. I'm admitting that when she talked about him I thought she missed him, and that she regretted that he was gone forever. You know, since he passed away and all. She missed his humor, his wise mentoring her in "how to be," his generosity, and she missed being able to continue to pretend they were a couple. I even thought she missed him when she cried, while still knowing that she only really cried when thinking of what she (he?) did to her future. :doh:
So... at the end of the after-verdict interview, interviewer asked her how she felt about seeing the Alexander family, and I thought she was actually sad when she began saying that it was hard because they all look so much like Travis. But then, I began to awaken from my fog when she said it was too hard because it made her remember his
abuse. I clearly saw how wrong I was.
hwow: