Gemini Girl
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I've thought about this myself Fergie, and I came to the conclusion that the idea of Allison committing suicide would be very difficult to believe.
For one thing, a loving mother as Allison was reported to be, would not easily leave her children in the care of a man who could very likely (given his affair with TM) have other children - thus necessitating that any financial and emotional resources GBC had to give the girls would be even more scarce. Very few people would believe this loving mother, no matter how depressed, would kill herself. I suffered extreme depression after I discovered my ex's affair and I wanted the pain to go away...but this is a far cry from actually visualising suicide, let alone going through with the act of killing oneself. I neither visualised the act, nor tried to do myself in and I doubt Allison, who had three beautiful reasons to live, would have even contemplated killing herself...and I think GBC knew noone would believe it either.
Second, even if she was to commit suicide, I think her apparent love for her daughters would have seen her leaving some kind of last 'love letter' to her children. If GBC was going to fake a suicide then he'd have the added problem of faking a note.
Just my opinion.
While I don't for a minute believe Allison comitted suicide, I have to say my younger brother, who also had three beautiful daughters he adored, did commit suicide, (who knows why exactly) even in the face of undying love for his girls.
Similarly, I have a good friend who has five children she adores, In recent times she has made more than one attempt to take her life. I am very frightened for her as we speak. She is having first class care, her family are vigilant and loving, nevertheless only she is ultimately in control of her fate.
Sorry to be depressing :frown:
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