Something has been haunting me ever since MSM released Allison's diary notes.
Her use of the word "afterwards."
Whilst some have thought it may be in reference to after GBC told her about the affair, I have always taken it to be a sexual reference.
"Drive together - seats down - lie there (sic) afterwards." I take 'afterwards' here to mean after TM and GBC did their thing. (Sorry, yeah, I know...visual ...yuck!)
Earlier entry using 'afterwards' again...
"Afterwards why so mean"
- laughed at undies"
-'Told me I smelled"
- I take this then to be after a physical marital encounter. So...was he still doing his 'thing' with his wife (sorry TM...and others)...all along - but justifying by putting his wife down 'afterwards' and letting her know she was so very 'different' from TM - afterwards, with a laugh??
Poor Allison! How very sad! This is extreme emotional manipulation by a narcissist and expert gaslighter.
Jeez GBC must be some kinda stud. Not.