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I found an transcript of an old (2001) interview Anne did with Larry King. She admits suffering from a mental illness, she was also doing herself no favors with drug use:
KING: We're back with Anne Heche. Before going to the hospital, you went to some family home, right, somebody's home.
HECHE: Yes.
KING: Did you know them?
HECHE: No.
KING: You just knocked on the door?
HECHE: Well, it's much more complicated than that. But I don't know if I want to tell you all of that. There are certain things that ended up in the papers...
KING: You don't have to. This ain't court.
HECHE: It's not that. It's just that there -- one, I can't explain all of what happened in Fresno unless you know the story that leads up to it. But there were steps along each thing that happened in Fresno that were things I had to live through in order to see the connection to my fantasy world.
And all of those things were specific to things that had happened in my childhood.
KING: Were you at the end of the ropes then?
HECHE: I think that I was at the bitter, bitter end. I was in place where I was ready to leave this planet on my spaceship.
KING: Did you turn to drugs at all?
HECHE: Did I turn to drugs that day?
KING: Yes, or around that time?
HECHE: Yes. I took a hit of ecstasy after -- I woke up in the morning, was told to get in my car again, by God, in my opinion -- who I call Chunas (ph). I did not call God.
KING: Called what?
HECHE: Chunas, which was my word for God, that was the joining of the female and male in God. OK. And I spoke to Chunas all of the time for five years.
We shared a language, the whole thing. I woke up in the morning. I was told to get in the car and go to the desert. Turn here, turn here, here you're going. I had no idea where I was going. And I was told along the way very many different things.
One of those things when I got out of my car was take a hit of ecstasy. This is the thing that gets you on the ship. There is no shame here. There is no shame, there is no shame, there is no shame.
In my world, there was no shame.
KING: What did it do for you, if anything?
HECHE: Nothing. I was so far gone by that point, you know, by the time i took the pill, I was waiting for my spaceship. So you can imagine what it did for me was absolutely zero, except that I didn't have to live in shame. And that was the message of everything I had created for myself.