Okay.. I won't be the popular poster today, But here goes.
While this man was a monster in life, I still have to wonder what made him that way. I have compassion for who he was before he turned to this chaotic tornado of destruction.
I always wonder what makes someone go to these kinds of dark places.
I wonder, Ifhe killed himself out of deliberateness to hurt or because he could not take the shame of what he has done..
I know, I know.. So WHAT!!??? right??
I just have always been confused by how a person becomes someone that could take another life, Hurt people with deliberation and turn into a monster.
I always hope that some how some way by them staying alive we find an answer to that.
I never feel that WOOHOO feeling when someone dies. Even the criminals.. Well maybe a little when Bin Laden and Sadam went down because they were mass murderers, but I often wonder, how do people get this way.
I am curious about what the victims say, Whether it will bring them relief or more pain? I do think that it may be better for the baby born out of this horror. Who knows what he would have done to keep connected to her.
Again, It is not that I am sad for him as a man, Just the human that was before. If that makes sense.