Here's just my opinion... JMO... based on the latest news coming out of the suspects mouths...
The juvenile told his father that he was scared - not of the police - but of "them" - he told his dad "they're all gonna kill us" or something like that.
Coldiron said he wanted OUT, but L. Patrick Jr. told him he was in "too deep..."
Well, at this point, I am beginning to think there is no "them" - it sounds to me like it was just another one of L. Patrick Jr. self-concocted, self-delusional schemes to make these guys believe he was "bigger" than what he really was.
It just doesn't seem likely to be a true "paid hit." I am beginning to think this whole "military precision execution" was just a wet dream of L. Patrick Jr. that he made come true.
I hate him. I really, really hate him. :furious:
Bolded by me.
That's exactly how I saw him. I was really uncomfortable around him.
Seeing others coming out saying they all ignored his boastful wild stories because they all knew they weren't true, was so typical for most that knew him, that I knew as well.
I've spent today thinking about this, so many people that knew him far better that I knew him, some seem to be shocked and in disbelief, because he seemed so nice and others stating he was always kind of out there.
Individual perception is an odd thing. I've wondered if natural protective instincts as a young female, were kicking into overdrive and that allowed me to see deeper into his otherwise disregarded melodramatic behaviors. Or if it was more of the distance factor I had versus others closer to him.
By age 20 I'd been married, had a baby, the relationship turned very abusive, divorced and retreated to family on the coast to get away and start over. At this point in time, I didn't trust anybody, aside from close family.
I can't remember exactly when it was I first encountered him, he was hanging out with someone that was associated to someone I worked for and it was at a gas station. We never hit it off on a good start, he reminded me too much of my ex and my first impression was what a smug jerk.
The next memory I have of him early on was at a party and he was coming off like a lunatic and the people that I knew that knew him, told me to ignore him, he was all mouth and no action. But gut instinct told me not to trust him.
I'd see him ever so often, we'd exchanged some heated words, and frankly, I went out of my way to avoid him, whenever possible, if I saw him, I'd leave or if friends knew ahead we would both be somewhere, they'd keep me away from him. I had absolutely no use for the him.
I do remember him supposedly having gotten married and expecting child. I may have seen his first wife, seems like I did, from the pictures she looked familiar. The pictures of the current wife, aren't familiar, so most likely I didn't know anything about her. There are some really tight circles in that area and most of them do overlap, so anything is possible.
I saw him as self-absorbed jerk, with some anger issues, knew he had been in some trouble, but until this happened, I never gave him being capable of murder a thought.
Now given all of this information, based on everything I saw and heard back then, I can easily see his involvement. The scripted planning and practice fit in with his need for drama.
Someone mentioned earlier on in one of threads about him being possibly a control freak, I intended to reply, but became sidetracked. With the martial arts training he had, being in control was pounded into him throughout his life, but I know of some instances that he had difficulty in knowing when to back off.