I can't even take this all in without hyperventilating. For myself, to help deal with this information, I've been imagining everything I'd give these precious kids if I could. Warm chocolate chip cookies with the chips melting, pizza with golden cheese bubbling, McDonald's cheeseburgers and fries, crispy fried chicken, pumpkin, apple and peach pies, cake with ice cream, bicycles to ride down our lane, sleds to slide down our snow covered hillside, hiking boots to walk the trails in our woods, baskets to pick berries, swimming suits to splash in our pool, jars to catch lightening bugs and on and on. Most of all I wish I could give them each a big hug and convince them that they are all special and loved by the whole world.