From reading the Tumblr posts (I'm assuming most people believe this is EL's Tumblr), it appears that EL may have had some form of bipolar disorder. Most of the posts I read in Dec/Jan seem down in nature. Some of the drivers could be a breakup mid Dec, a non-relationship in mid Jan, work stress in late Dec. There were periods of
happiness, however. This would be in line with her bouncy/happy nature at the Toronto hostel.
Dec 9: "Its my last hours at this amazing hostel and I will miss the staff very much and the beautiful lounge. I am very happy to have met all the German, Australian, English, Irish, Korean, 1 Swede, 1 Austrian, 1 Iranian and all the other nationalities that drifted through here. " (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/37563486528/its-my-last-hours-at-this-amazing-hostel-and-i)
Dec 10: "GOOD GOD I HAVE BEEN UNBELIEVABLY FORTUNATE" ... "Anyways I am happy I got to take this trip" <- to Toronto/Ontario (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/37604546455/the-end-is-near-more-so-its-my-final-48)
Dec 11: "Toronto you have enchanted me and I have made so many wonderful discoveries and met some amazing people. I could not ask for more from any city or any place." (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/37689971552/toronto-you-have-enchanted-me-and-i-have-made-so)
However, I find many more
depressing postings. For example, check out:
Jan 9 (in Montreal, quite a nice posting actually):
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/40088596226/more-im-privatizing-the-living-crap-out-of
Dec 30: "is feeling really alone and lonely
Not an uncommon feeling but Im not taking it very well
perhaps the breakup is finally manifesting itself and its settled into reality that I am alone once again" (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/39160279976/more-i-have-a-jumble-of-emotions-and-its)
Jan 4: "Sometimes it hurts a lot and it overwhelms me
There is no explanation, no cause to point and blame.
It just takes over and youre helpless." (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/39648081968/sometimes-it-hurts-a-lot-and-it-overwhelms-me)
Interestingly, there are a few posts that infer
problems sleeping:
Dec 21: "Anyways, I havent been idle and doing nothing on the internet and not sleeping when I should be sleeping and sleeping when I should be in bed." (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/38458710384/insomniasss-more-i-figured-out-where-i)
Jan 3: "Since 2013 I have accomplished one thing:
Dec 30: "sleep is absolutely crap; only 5-6 hours at most and then I wake up and catch maybe another 2-3 so interrupted at best" (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/39160279976/more-i-have-a-jumble-of-emotions-and-its)
sleep for 40 hours" (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/39530134336/since-2013-i-have-accomplished-one-thing-sleep)
Interestingly, when I read about EL's
loud/strange behavior prior to her disappearance (was it at a book store or record store? she seemed to be into books, buying a bunch from her trip to eastern Canada), I think of the following posts which make me think that's how she sometimes was:
"My main faults are that I talk too much, I have a naturally loud voice and I have no filter.
Outspoken, rude, blunt, arrogant, judgmental etc etc you know all the bad stuff a jerk is
Im fine if I dont open my mouth but as soon as I do and start talking, I can get in trouble because people hear what I say out of context and immediately get offended " (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/40665271673/more-my-main-faults-are-that-i-talk-too-much)
Jan 9: "I really need to be removed from society before my big mouth gets me in trouble and I get beaten up." (
http://nouvelle-nouveau.tumblr.com/post/40067473296/more-i-really-need-to-be-removed-from-society)
Again, using this piece of info - it suggest Elisa as being outgoing, friendly and quite playful. To me, her actions does not suggest somebody drugged up. This would be contradicted by how lax and normal she was when she first entered the elevator just as the analyzer just mentioned.