Thank you so much killarney rose! This is in response to your post # 1181. It's good to be back and be healthy again. I almost didn't pull through there. Had my second NDE while in hospital and it was a TRIP! Just glad to be back here with you all and hope I can be of more assistance. I'm sorry and apologise for disappearing the way I did. I'm going on 36 years of being HIV Poz ( from unprotected sex, not drugs, even though I did a lot of those back in the day too. But I have never, ever used a needle and never will ) without ever having taken any of the HIV meds. My doctors are amazed by my immune system. Frankly, so am I. I don't know how I have lasted this long, especially without any of the HIV meds or anything else. Just my own immune system and lots of walking in the woods of Montana and meditation. Thanks again and: Love and Peace To You All - MontanaMan