Covid 19 is getting very bad now where I live here in the southern states and I’m worried and scared. I’ve been reading a newly released book r/t politics that we cannot and should not discuss here but it is also very depressing and I’m scared for our country and the MSM news is depressing and I’m in need of some good news! Just trying to count my blessings and keep my mind busy so I’m getting caught up here always hoping for a break but realizing now that this may be a very long journey. I am losing hope SM will be found anytime soon and thinking she must be well hidden and possibly not ever found which is just horrific for her daughters. I still believe there might be the possibility of a confession due to guilt and continued questioning by LE. There could be a deal offered by LE that leads to SM’s remains being found and “brought home” to be given a proper funeral and allow closure for her loved ones. I wish we knew if LE has called BM in for further interrogation and if BM took a lie detector and if so passed or failed it. So many unanswered questions but I can’t seem to let this case go so I’ll be here for the long haul. And following my first true crime case from beginning to end will teach me to have more patience and understanding for the next case. I may be posting less often but I like to check in at least once a day to read what everyone is thinking. There are so many intelligent and entertaining people on WS! I also started getting sucked into the LV/CD case and going back and reading WS posts on that one. Wow talk about crazy!
I’ve come to feel like even though we don’t know much about her and she seems like a mystery - she has also become “our S” because WE care about her and we want her to be found so badly and we want her killer to be punished!!
Speculation & MOO: IF BM did it I’m still going back & forth with thoughts on premeditated v. crime of passion:
Premeditated
-life insurance/financial motive
-other woman (or SM met other man?)
-want freedom to be with another or alone
-jealousy/my woman
-fell out of love due to growing apart/stress of cancer/move/combination many factors
-debt/financial pressures/hiding debt/secret loan/secret credit cards usage
-potential alcohol or drug dependence altering thinking
-plenty of time to plan and wait for right opportunity
-move to Co to isolate as part of plan
-could have happened 1-2 days before MD
-plenty of time to travel away from area to hide body
-possibility of hired hit and solid alibi
-possibility of help/involvement of another person
Crime of Passion:
-bad temper/anger/control issues
-affair or financial misdeed discovered
-SM asked for divorce/planning to leave him
-an argument turns physical and violent
-lack of thorough planning
-luck of daughters out of town and Covid 19 -making less people around
-little time to think/must act quickly
-adrenaline & emotions running high
-immediate need of alibi and disposal
-quick and desperate decision made to stage bike ride/abduction
-no sleep/haggard/up all night/feelings of guilt and shock/ hiding body
-staging bike quickly w/o being seen/throw bike out of truck down hill
-daughters running late
-daughters can’t reach mom/call neighbor
-early LE involvement
-little time to clean up crime scene
-unusually high reward offered
-using things related by others such as ml sighting to create other theories
Of course I still hope & pray SM will be found alive and would like nothing more than to be proven wrong! I am keeping an open mind to other theories & potential scenarios presented here but so far IMOO based on silence by LE/family/friends, home & work site searches, BM’s strange behavior/plea/high reward and the lack of reaching out to MSM, I am leaning towards BM killing SM either accidentally or on purpose. I hope we will eventually learn exactly what happened and everything will finally make sense! I hope ya’ll have a good afternoon and stay safe!
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