after going over Tonis stuff today, it still baffles me that the business partnership between Ben and Jocelyn and Phillip lasted as long as it did.. you just could NOT run a business, a business that relied heavily on public good will with that kind of craziness going on between staff ( which Toni was) and management.. It was never going to work. It makes perfect sense that they copped a loss, and bailed out as quickly as they could , each one of them in different ways.. there are some situations one gladly pays to get out of.
In Jocelyn Frosts statement she just drops a remark. .. she says'.. Toni couldnt cope without Gerard ' ......and from Thinking and Laifdans reports, it seems she isnt coping at all, without Gerard. Something very very toxic went on between her and Gerard , a sort of Calibanish thing, she really did become his creature, relationship or not, sex or not, money or not, she couldnt and probably cant still cope without him. From the early days of it, she was enthralled enough to leave her husband/de facto of 17 years, drag the boys into a back and forth custody arrangement, it all was peripheral to Gerard, Gerard, Gerard...
and yet she was treated like a dog and barked and whimpered for more, for more.. it doesnt make for easy reading.. and there is something in Gerard that needed this sort of clingy, demanding yet powerless persistancy she demonstrated, her relentlessly grindingly useless hopes and dreams . The Hope. The Promise.
In Ben Bassingthwaites statement, I think, he says, that Toni thought Allison had been picked up by someone and run away to 'teach Gerard a lesson'.. . I have to wonder at that peculiar and deeply irrational reasoning. She was not ticking right, probably never has, and is still not ticking right