Another comment about the funeral that has nothing to do with finding somers killer.
Yes... Im going there again. It was ALL mind boggeling to me. The way DT dressed, and yes her sisters too. The way baldie was her "strength" and the way all the children were kinda on their own. I cant imagine not clinging to them. They would be my strength and my reason for being able to stand and walk at that time. Yet, I never, not once, saw her comfort or hold them. Not at the visitation or the burial. I saw lil st in so much pain that it took everything I had not to hug him myself. ST being in a wheelchair and unable to walk is all that held him back. I am sure it had nothing to do with PC's obvious "shield" technique. If it were really about protecting him from his own children, wouldnt it be YOU doing the protecting?
The way DT was so distraught and didnt give the glare at st or me, when general public or cameras were around, but almost immediately became hostile at the burial when it was only her entourage and the four of us. (and LE).
Doesnt this show an emotional detachment? I dont want to get graphic, but can any of you imagine being more concerned that your ex doesnt get to comfort his kids because YOU dont want him to, than you would be at that moment - when your precious child is in a coffin in front of you and is about to be put in the ground? Lost to you forever in this life? I really cant imagine caring about anything else, being able to think about anything else, other than my surviving children who would be in my arms. I would be their shield from anything I thought could harm them.
One repeated thought that rings true to me in this forum about DT is this:
It is all ME, ME, ME and she is enjoying the attention.
Her dress at the funeral is important to me because it shows her concern with looking, not just good, but attractive, at that time.. who seriously would consider this? Well, other than those trying to impress someone? The crazy purple funeral stalkers, crashers.. (yes that is how I refer to them) among all those caring people.
This is from my point of view:
Somer is missing, OMG that is sams daughter, and she was taken so close to my sons home..OMG it could have been my ****. I have to get to sam and let him know I will help get him to florida and provide a place for him to stay. I call my fam and we work out logistics. I go to sam and he tells me that LE doesnt advise him to leave yet. Somers body is found. I again go to sam and tell him about the birthmark thats been released on the news at home. I realize he cant ride with me and he tells me of the donated van and two friends that will go with him. I leave for home on friday. I cry for the whole ride home. I look terrible and distraught when I arrive. Saturday I go to jax and stay at my sons. I know I have to find something to wear, but all my appropriate funeral attire is for cold weather. I cant leave my babies long enough to think about it. So I hear about the purple and st arrives on sunday night. I dig through my suitcase and find an outfit that is decent to wear as I dont really care. Mommad called me out and said my top had low cleavage like DT's. The video she saw of me was me pushing st uphill (who is three times my weight) and I was stooped over. The point Im trying to make is that I didnt care if I had purple, new clothes, if my hair or nails were done, if I was gonna be on TV (duh, I really didnt think of that). I didnt care about anything, except sam was somers father and she was gone, murdered. I didnt want to go. I wanted to stay with my babies and hold them. I didnt want to witness his grief, it was horrible to watch. I didnt want to see DT's grief or the kids. I didnt want to go shopping for purple. I did what I had to do. I supported sam because I love him. I grieved for somer and made myself witness all of it because it is what family does for each other.
Of course, none of this has to do with somers murderer, I just want to know what your thoughts are on what you would have done? If you were DT. Search your heart, what would be important to you?
IMO that is why we question dts role in this.