PotentialJuror3
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As you said in an earlier post, suicide is the ultimate selfish act.
Can you imagine a mother taking her life if she thought there was a possibility of her child needing her or crying for her somewhere?
Melinda had only had custody of Trenton for a few months. From watching the videos of Melinda's grandparents, the grandparents were very proud of Melinda and praised her mothering skills. How do you think Melinda was feeling when the police were pressuring her to tell them where she was the weekend Trenton disappeared and she couldn't do because in planning the staged abduction she hadn't thought of the use of video security systems in any store she might say she was at. I also think she was hoping one of the men at her house the night of the staged abduction would "help" her by saying he had heard or seen Trenton.
I think Trenton went missing because of Melinda's need to appear perfect (as cited in her psych evaluation) and because she made a stupid mistake when she sent the e-mail.
I don't know if she planned it all out in advance or if Melinda was simply feeling sad or bitter because it was her anniversary and Josh was dating others. Women often get nostalgic, drink and call their exes on sentimental dates. I think Melinda drank and e-mailed. Only after she told people Josh did it and they insisted she take legal actions, things went too far.
Swearing Josh had sent her the e-mail under oath and using the e-mail to get a temporary restraining order is against the law. Josh was saying he had turned his computer over to an expert and could "PROVE" he hadn't sent the e-mail. Melinda's lawyer told Bill O' Reilly she had warned Melinda that if she had lied about the e-mail there would be serious consequences.
Melinda and Josh were about to go to court again over the divorce and custody of Trenton. After the restraining order was issued, according to Lake County records, Melinda went from having custody to temporary custody. Keeping Trenton was no longer a given. She would have lost if Josh could prove she sent the e-mail. (And Melinda knew she was guilty which increases stress and worry.)
I don't think Melinda could face having her grandparents know she had again lost custody of her son by doing something so stupid. I think she felt cornered because of what she had done and trapped and unable to face people. The same way she felt when she committed suicide because the police, the media and the public were asking for answers to questions she couldn't answer without even more stress and suffering from being found out and caught short. (Being caught short was something she said didn't happen to her.)
I think Melinda would have done anything to keep Josh from taking trenton from her again. And that the thought of him dating and being happy with someone else and having Trenton too, in addition to it being her fault she had lost custody was too much for Melinda. Melinda had also just lost a new boyfriend she thought had a lot of promise, her job and her best friend. Court matters, a divorce, an ex dating, facing losing custody of your child, money problems, losing your boyfriend, facing the disapproval of those closest to you who you want only to know the best, losing your job an losing a best friend, there was a lot going on in the life of a girl who was fragile to begin with, in my opinion.
Hey everyone.
I'm going to respond to this by color. In all, I agree very much with the post/poster to a degree and instance.
I think MD felt safe to commit suicide. As a mother, I can't possibly relate to commiting suicide and possibly leaving a child behind. However, just a couple weeks ago, I've met a mother who had to bury her son. Seeing the amount of pain she was in from her loss, and trying to put myself in her shoes....well, I could possibly understand commiting suicide ONLY if I KNEW my child had passed before me.
That said, I do think MD was fairly confident that Trenton wouldn't be returning. I've come to the opinion that her statement "He's been gone too long" to hint that she dropped him off, possibly wandering, to be found. Since Trenton wasn't fluent in speech, if found, he wouldn't have said who put him there and it would have been up to investigators to figure it out. MD possibly and probably continuing to point at Joshua. All theory, of course.
In her planning, which I do think this was, I do think she thought of the videos. Looking back at where she was, and where she said she had been, it appears like she almost avoided cameras. The areas of witnesses not seeing Trenton with her, seem to be able to be explained away (ie, Trenton was in the car during the ATM visit, Trenton was in the car when MD ran in the store real quick, etc.) It appears like she went out of the way to not be seen easily, even by her friends, when she had the reputation of being outgoing and social. IMO.
I had never considered MD filing charges against Joshua due to peer pressure to do so. I have always just assumed it was all a part of her plan to do that. If it wasn't a part of her plan, your idea of peer pressure may have sunk any strategy she was working towards (ie, painting an uglier image of Joshua to her grandparents and friends, etc.)
I agree that MD wouldn't want any of her stories or behaviors to be discovered or found out by her grandparents/friends. It would have been humilating for her to endure. I also don't think MD would have accepted any jail time, which I strongly think she was facing with the fake email, rumored Band of America investigation, and undiscovered missing son. All imo, of course.
I also agree that Melinda didn't want Trenton going back to Joshua. She was jaded and scorned my him wanted him to suffer, and keeping Trenton from him was hurting him. I think the staged abduction (and my theory of leaving him wandering) was set up for Joshua to take the blame on and to remove any and all focus off the fake email.
Trenton is out there somewhere. Melinda made sure she was found and that her body was taken care of, according to her wishes. I can only hope and pray that she didn't make it impossible for the same to be done for Trenton. He deserves to be taken care of.
All of that is my opinion only.