Maybe it's just me, but I think by the time she recorded that tape, she didn't want him anymore and was engaged in her revenge. I think she was out to destroy him then, and when she went to Mesa on June 4th as well. I only began to feel that way yesterday. Before, I thought she might have gone there and hoped to rekindle/extend something with him, still wanted to be with him, etc. But now, I think her "love" had turned to 'terminate' and everything she did after that point was to act out her delusion of grandeur, her sense of superiority, dominance, etc. Very cold and calculated and arrogant. And terminate him she did.