I need to just respond to a post a few pages back about Brandon showing up at church because he felt a sense of guilt... I must say, I disagree with that entirely.
I don't think he has felt any guilt through any of this. Serial killers (which he has definitely capable of being judging by his past and present) feel no compassion. If they did, they would not be able to act on killing.
In my opinion, he went to church to make sure anyone that saw him got a good impression of him. I don't think he ever went to church with good intentions, but to give off the vibe of good intentions. I truly do think that the majority of church goers (Not all, please dont cut me down, im simply saying a lot that I've met) just go to simply give off that "I'm a good person vibe" even though they possess many hateful ways. Not like a serial killer, but in other contradictory to being a good person ways.
I think Lavergne knew how to play himself off as a good guy.
He reminds me of Jeffrey Dahmer, who after his rape thoughts turned into murder and torturing animals became boring, he joined the military to in a round about way, kill without it actually being a murder. Once he got out and realized that was not enough, thats what sparked his lust for murder all over again. Real murder.
Lavergne was also involved in a similar field. Maybe he was trying to soothe his urges in other ways?
The pattern for killers is pretty similar but one thing stays, the lack of compassion. Lavergne could apologize day in, day out. But if he were given the chance to do it again, like any other killer, he would. There is a difference to people that spontaneously kill, like someone lashing out at their spouse that has abused them for many years, and finally decides to end it. As opposed to someone that drives around looking for prey.
They are sick, and they do not change or get better in the long run. Rapes and Sexual advances are only slithers of the control they really want. It's terrifying. I have no bone in me that says this guy is innocent.
In the words of one of the most notorious killers, Ed Kemper:
"One side of me says, I'd like to talk to her, date her. The other side of me says, I wonder what her head would look like on a stick?""