I don't know you, and I didn't follow this case, but I am so sorry for your loss. Just know that those boys were happy with you, and that you made a difference in their short lives on this earth. You should be proud of that, and proud of hard you fought for them and their mother. My thoughts, prayers, and condolences are with you and your family as you struggle through this nightmare. May God bless you and finally bring Susan home.