Lovejac
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For whom do you think it's harder to try to have understanding and some compassion, you or the family of this beautiful little boy who was stabbed to death?
Without a doubt Connor's family. I just have to concede that they are better people than me. I cannot force my mind or heart to feel what it doesn't. But, I tried. I've read every article I could find on Jamarion and what he suffered at the hands of his family and it's awful. As awful as the hundreds of cases of child abuse victims that I have cried for on this very forum. But the fact that he killed someone as loving and kind as Connor, just did something to me.
I've openly posted about my struggle in the beginning of this thread. Just trying to keep it real with everyone, even at the risk of being judged. Maybe one day I'll evolve, maybe not. But I will never stop trying to understand.