I just discovered Websleuths while researching this case. I read every single post in this thread! I'm making a video on it and got sooo much good information.
I also went far back on Lauren's fb and saw that her mom said she was going back to court on
April 5th, 2018. Probably not the full-fledged trial, but we should get some sort of information. I saw somewhere that he pled not guilty.This is going to be a fascinating trial. Are there any links on Youtube on Cheshire in court?
Personally, I think that Coricidin (I know the slang term is triple C's or skittles) is absolutely a factor but does not absolve him of guilt.
Judging by his Wattpad page, (which has been linked in a previous post, but I'll add at the bottom) he had an interest in altered states of consciousness, especially that twilight state you enter between sleep and wakefulness. Dreams play a major theme in his social media presence. He quotes the Harry Potter books, of which Lauren was a huge fan of, "In dreams, we enter a world that's entirely our own." - Albus Dumbledore. He has many entries about dreams he's had.
He seems caught up in fantasy in his waking life as well. His SM is full of references to fantasy lands; namely Star Wars, Pokemon and those of comic books. A part of him was most assuredly still stuck in childhood.
He appears to be drawn towards dark media. He's a huge Nine Inch Nails fan, his twitter is practically a fan page. I'm not a NIN fan, but the music is dark; it's the type the goth kids would listen to. And holy moly, that alternate instagram page! I didn't get to see it before it went private, but the profile picture is Patrick Bateman covered in blood spatter, presumably after he kills Paul Allen, which is reminiscent of what he did to Lauren. I've seen some screen grabs, and wouldn't be shocked if he idolized Patrick. I believe that explains Elliot Rodger's weirdness as well, but that's another story entirely.
I think his desire to escape his waking life was due to a traumatic past. We know he was raised by his grandparents until age 13 and has had relationship woes, including a previous divorce, but I'm sure there is more to the story. Cheshire mentioned this in an interview. I think he has some major wounds from parental figures.
MP stated in his essay "Girls like the name" that he followed his HS girlfriend to bible college, only for her to break up with him sophomore year, never even having kissed her. She was clearly quite religious, not wanting to even kiss before marriage. It makes me wonder if he was as devout of a Christian as the media portrays him to be. Lauren clearly was, but it seems like someone misprinted that MP was an aspiring pastor and everyone ran with it, because it is quite sensationalistic. Perhaps a relationship with God wasn't his motivation in being a part of the Christian community.
In that same essay, his thesis is that all three of his major relationships, the girl would mention a male name as a 'future baby name' and then would soon break up with him for a boy of that same name. Whether that's true or not, we don't know. But he ends it all by saying, "You know I'm keeping my ears extra open with my girlfriend now!!" Eerie. She could have mentioned a male name and it set him off. Another theory, since we speculate that the 'white crusted' stuff found in her during her autopsy was semen, is that they were trying to conceive that night and maybe she was suggesting future names and a boy name came up, and he went nuts. On that same post he refers to himself as paranoid. Regarding the gay theory, it doesn't resonate with me. On that 'Girls' post, he seemed into women, but I haven't seen him animated, so I can't be confident either way.
I believe he had a deep-rooted rage, possibly C-PTSD or PTSD, and couldn't regulate his emotions well. I completely believe he took an excessive amount of triple C's with the intention of getting high. It's a dissociative and can cause you to hallucinate, effectively separating your body and mind. I used to abuse Ambien like crazy and I would do some wacky, totally out of character stuff. His 'trips' were obviously much darker and more violent than mine ever were, but it was the same type of thing, dissociate, hallucinate, be in a dream-state while seemingly conscious. It turns off your emotions and can make you totally unaware. Your ability to use logic, to make rational decisions is completely shut down. I'm pretty sure its the front part of your brain, the frontal lobe, I believe?
So, yes I believe its probable that he was high as a kite and that tampered with his ability to make judgement calls, but I think he should still be given life,
with possibility of parole. He might as well get death if he gets life without parole. I think he (and all) should have the opportunity to rehabilitate. Give them a motivation to become a better, Godly person. But that's just my opinion; it's one I've formed recently, so my mind could change again.
Lauren's death was so horrific; I'm generally desenstized to darkness, but the autopsy report is difficult to read. 123 wounds is outrageous. I like to think the soul is taken before anything like that happens to a body, so hopefully she wasn't aware of what was happening. Her family absolutely deserves justice, and no matter how great a job Cheshire does, there should be severe consequences for MP.
I have more to say on this, but my post is getting pretty long. It was good to gather my thoughts here. Am I allowed to post my video once I've uploaded? I'm so excited to have found the Websleuths community! :cupcake:
https://www.wattpad.com/user/HypnopoMattic