no need to apologize. Still havent had lunch with him. He was feeling ill so it will be a bit before we can meet.
I have been going thru a very emotional time.... Obviously. But i feel like i just got slammed. Last thursday, i spoke with star and the whole conversation was filled with tears from both of us. Then i spoke to colton for the first time right after that. He was breaking my heart with the things he was saying about missing me and how he was glad that we finally connected. Went to bed that night emotionally wiped out. Then friday afternoon, connie, (sherilyns mom) called me. Again, another phone call filled with tears.
Then saturday, i got some stuff sherilyn had written. I spent the entire day reading her words and sobbing. I dont remember the last time i sobbed so hard.
Its just been really hard. Im a basket case most days and ive really tried to hold it together and be the strength pillar. But im startin to crumble.
And i know this is not the place for it, but today, i found out that my less than supportive husband has been having an affair with a coworker.
So i kinda have to take a breather from the jamisons and try to figure out what the heck im gonna do about my hectic life.
I promise, though, when i have lunch with mr. Colton, i will definately share.
=)